It's been two months I quit my job as an office worker. And I haven't attempted to look for another work lately since I want to focus on enhancing my Japanese comprehension skills further (but my grammar still sucks) So far, I can maintain a normal (?) conversation with a Japanese speaker but I still need to improve more on my vocabulary and on making compound sentences.
However, for the past two weeks, I was given an opportunity to apply to a job that I've always been wanting to do ever since high school. To be honest, it not really my dream job but I think it is a good starting point to improve my skills more and become an effective and successful Counseling Psychologist someday.
I applied for the position of the Guidance Counselor in my previous high school.
However....
I was really all over the place. I feel awkward. And I spoke in broken English and my skills as a English speaker suddenly flew out of the window. And I'm not sure if I was able to perform well during the mock demonstration and panel interview.
I am very unsure if I will pass or not.
This is the reason why I've been miserable lately. I am not motivated to do anything at all. I have a fluctuating self-esteem. And I don't feel like meeting with some of my peers who are currently doing well with their career at the moment.
I was told that they will tell me the results a week or two from now. And I cannot calm unless I have heard whether if I passed or not.
I just want to get rid of this anxiety already.
However, for the past two weeks, I was given an opportunity to apply to a job that I've always been wanting to do ever since high school. To be honest, it not really my dream job but I think it is a good starting point to improve my skills more and become an effective and successful Counseling Psychologist someday.
I applied for the position of the Guidance Counselor in my previous high school.
However....
I was really all over the place. I feel awkward. And I spoke in broken English and my skills as a English speaker suddenly flew out of the window. And I'm not sure if I was able to perform well during the mock demonstration and panel interview.
I am very unsure if I will pass or not.
This is the reason why I've been miserable lately. I am not motivated to do anything at all. I have a fluctuating self-esteem. And I don't feel like meeting with some of my peers who are currently doing well with their career at the moment.
I was told that they will tell me the results a week or two from now. And I cannot calm unless I have heard whether if I passed or not.
I just want to get rid of this anxiety already.
